30 August 2010
arrrghhh!! dam the feeling!! it's like i like her but...she just seems like a flirt? always seeing her with another guy..or am i juz thinking too much? well i get easily jealous... rare for a boy to get jealous huh? if a boy gets jealous for a girl that he loves, the girl is lucky. thats what i read... dammit
argh shit this feeling..seriously......i dun wan to be emo about HER! I need a distraction from her PLEASE! something that will make me stop this feeling for her!! today, no wait it was yesterday, the team's first match! we lost 4-5 :( the field sux!! it was raining! and the field was so muddy everyone couldnt play their best. dam the other team's goals were all DAMN TYCO! BUT we have to keep training!! training until we get better!! ofcourse there will be losses, but we will learn from those losses and become a better team! i know something that can make me stop thinking of her, GYM. but its impossible to gym everyday, every single hour..another is to go out with frenz but they are all having exams n not free nowadays.. siannnnnnnn. I hope the girl that gets together with me stays faithful becuz i know i will. o btw. I HATE FLIRTS
3:45 AM im in the AIR :D.